Lost

Having a really bad mood

I also don't know why

Just unhappy

 

Thinking too much maybe

Suddenly those thoughts come

I also can't control

 

I'm lost

Don't know where should I supposed to be

 

Hate myself

Feeling not good enough

So wish to become better

The better me

 

But then

I don't know what I actually want

Scare to make a decision

 

Sometimes hope to find a person to talk to

But I find no ones

Because I don't know who I can find lol

And I can't express how I feel

 

Everyone is changed

So do I

 

Sometimes will think that

Not like me anymore

 

Care too much

and kill myself

 

Growing up is suffering

I miss my childhood

At least not that much need to care and worry

 

很复杂的情绪

真的不知道自己要的是什么

 

而想要的都得不到

不想要的接踵而来

 

I'm not complaining or what

Just feel so lifeless

 

好想要去改变什么

却不知道要改变什么

 

郁闷

还是郁闷

 

矛盾

不喜欢现在的自己

也不喜欢从前的自己

从来就没有喜欢过自己

 

完了

我要发疯了.