Lost

Having a really bad mood

I also don't know why

Just unhappy

 

Thinking too much maybe

Suddenly those thoughts come

I also can't control

 

I'm lost

Don't know where should I supposed to be

 

Hate myself

Feeling not good enough

So wish to become better

The better me

 

But then

I don't know what I actually want

Scare to make a decision

 

Sometimes hope to find a person to talk to

But I find no ones

Because I don't know who I can find lol

And I can't express how I feel

 

Everyone is changed

So do I

 

Sometimes will think that

Not like me anymore

 

Care too much

and kill myself

 

Growing up is suffering

I miss my childhood

At least not that much need to care and worry

 

很复杂的情绪

真的不知道自己要的是什么

 

而想要的都得不到

不想要的接踵而来

 

I'm not complaining or what

Just feel so lifeless

 

好想要去改变什么

却不知道要改变什么

 

郁闷

还是郁闷

 

矛盾

不喜欢现在的自己

也不喜欢从前的自己

从来就没有喜欢过自己

 

完了

我要发疯了.

 



80's Century Party

Last Thursday

We had a 80's theme for our SWE coursework

 

Because of this event

We all busy to find the clothes which match the theme

Haha

 

Accompanied the boys to buy the clothes

 

 

Sorry hahaha

But I already put at Dayre

I think you don't mind I repost again hahaha

Epic 'tou lam' Yay! hahahaha

 

 

 

 

This is how we tried to decorate the classroom

 

 

All coorperated to decorate the class

 

 

Group 7 da best! haha

You guys really did a good job

The tutor gave a really good mark yeah!

 

 

Thanks for the guests joined our events

Kamsahapnida :)

 

 

80's fashion hahaha

 

 

Finally have a photo with this fellow XD

 

 

Was her birthday that day

Look so mini beside her omg haha

 

 

 

Aww group 7

Love you all~~

 

 

 

Next time bring me to Puchong again oh

I want Dip N Dip too :D

 

 

Happy Birthday oh!

 

 

Infront is the ghost

Behind is the octopus

hahahahaaa

 

After the event

We went for movie

300 : Rise of an Empire

But we all like no response

Because too tired?

Idk haha

 

 

Pinky!

 

 

 

 

OOTD

The top is from my mom

The skirt is from my aunt

Really 80's hahaha

But is too big for me lol

 

 

It's a great day :D

 

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The next day is the presentation

Did it worst

Haiz.....

Angry for myself

Really.

Supposed can do it better

Arghhhhh
I didn't put my all my effort to do it

I don't blame the others

It's my fault

The next presentation will do the best

I swear.

Ya, I swear.

 

Lesson for me

A really good lesson

 

And ughhh

I'm angry again Zzz

 

 

And my eye pain again Wtf

Keep tearing

Made my mood worse

Not feeling well somemore

What a GOOD White Valentine Day

Thanks for the god.

 

I thought after a sleep will be better

But still pain

So I went to see the doctor

Got a wound inside the eye

That's why

 

 

Hope get well soon

 

Monday is the Korean presentation

Hope can do it better

If not I'm gonna die for my anger

 

This sem pass faster pls

A tough sem for me

Just hate myself so much now

Gonna find something to eat and chill

Bye.

 



Bestie Birthday

I wanna write it yesterday

But I was too tired

Hahaha

 

Yesterday was my bestie's birthday

Happy Birthday yo!!

生日快乐

Selamat Hari Jadi

생일 축하합니다

 

 

 

I like your super cute face

 

Last Saturday we had an early celebration for her

 

 

 

All my lovely girls

 

 

 

19 already oh

HAHAHA

Getting older XD

 

 

내 친한 친구예요

사랑해요

 

 

The craziest girl

Stay crazy like you used to be

 

 

 

 

 

 

Like a famous star

Everyone keep capturing photo with her

LOL

 

 

This one WITHOUT me

Bacause Imma the camera man Zzz

 

 

 

So called family photo

Hahaha

 

 

4 years friendship

Sometimes you know me pretty well

And I know some of your secrets

The first person I wanna find when I cry

And I'm your first person your secrets to tell

 

This is what they called as best friend?

Idk HAHA

 

 

Is glad to have you in my life

Sometimes having a best friend is better than having a boyfriend

 

 

Anyway hope yesterday you had a great day

Wish all your wishes may come true

All the best in your study

Don't be so stress or find me to relax with you XD

Hope stay sweet with someone hahaha

 

 

안녕 =D