心情说说

It's been a long time again

Frequently update Dayre yet forget my old blog a.k.a old place to release my thoughts

Well~

Come to the last semester in Diploma

This is the last week to go school

But I just skip all and go back my hometown

Because I trust that wouldn't have many classmates will go hahaha

Or maybe

I just feel kind of moody

And just want to go home to heal all my hurt feelings

As you all know

Home is always the best

The only place will totally accept me

很难受

但说出来

却又会被说矫情

所以

心事习惯自己收藏

因为

不想再次看到别人不耐烦的表情

写了又删

删了又写

还是决定不写了

可是你们知道吗

心事老憋在心里

都快憋出内伤了

 心情不好

就该找些好吃的

嘴巴动一动

脑袋就忘掉不该记的了

快给我食物~~~~~~~

才发现

原来真心对待你的人除了家人根本不存在

 表面对你不错

却在背后算计你、讨厌你、说你坏话的人

太多太多了

你本以为可以和他们来往、做朋友

可是说不定他们根本不想与你扯上关系

厌倦的眼神

看得太多

存在感不多

自己心里也清楚

没关系

自己一个人学会坚强

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Time for some other else

#missyoumyboy

11-10-14 Steamboat Day

Good Morning 

■D■D■D

It's been a long time I didn't update again haha

I used to blog at Dayre already 

It's more convenient to blog by using handphone lol

Feel free to visit my Dayre : gaga0427

Before that I'd like to inform at FB if I updated my blog

But now I more prefer low key manners

Alright~

Let's start my topic now

I went to eat steamboat yesterday with my family

Always a large gang of my mother's side

Total 17 people

It's really hard to find a suitable table sometimes hahaha

It was raining yesterday

So steamboat is a really good choice :-D

Oh ya

Forgot to tell that

Actually we wanna eat at grandma's house at first

But unluckily

There was no water supply

For me, it taste not bad

Just the portion is kinda small

Still, I feel very full

The most I satisfied is the WiFi

Very smooth hahahaha

Next round

We went for the desserts yay!

Sweet Hut

Small shop with many customers lol

So we sat separately

Hello staff

If you can put more smile on your face

This shop would be a nice place to chill

I went there not for your black face yo :)

Mine is the the left bottom

Kinda too sweet for me

Especially the pudding

My little cousin kept came beside me to 'steal' my ice cream

Alright, let's share -_-|||

What a satisfied day ❤

..............................

But now

My stomach is not really fine lol

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'A beautiful life starts with a beautiful mind'

I don't need everything successful

Also can say that success is not that important for me

All I want is to learn something

I trust that everything you do must have the gains and losses

So just do what you suppose to do

What you want to do

Or what you like to do

All I want is

Try to do something I never try before

And ofcourse

Cherish every moment with no regret :)

Don't afraid to lose

You may gain it back with double while you learn through the failure

I want to have my breakfast now 

Byeeeee :目

Hiiiiiiiiiiii

Hmmm

Since after my birthday I never updated here

These past few months had a lot of things happen

And I can't tell it one by one here

 

Blogging while listening songs is kinda relax

My blogging mood is always in the morning or night

And now is morning haha

I haven't even eat my breakfast

 

This semester is a bit tiring for me

Almost everyday need to wake up at 6 am

And I'm not a good kid who will sleep before 12 am

Lol how can you sleep that early while your housemates still hyperactive in the night

That's why I'm totally not enough sleep

 

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31-7-14 The Last Operation Day

 

 

It was the last service for diploma's practical

After that it would have no more practical for restaurant service

Sounds sad

But we were just playing around that day haha

 

I was the cashier of the day

Although had some little problems

But it was fun

 

 

The last time to set the tables

 

 

 

 

Thankful to Mr. Goh who taught us everything

Not to forget, we are from Group 7

 

 

Mochi from Taiwan

 

 

Thanks my classmate who brought us the souvenirs

 

 

I'll try ro write more hahaha

 

 

 



Officially 19

Was planning to blog yesterday

Because was my birthday

And I had something to write

But too bad my eyes are hurt

And is meaningless if I write it today haha

 

2days I suffered the pain

Pain until I can't open my eyes

Just like a blind

Walk to where also need help

Do what also need help

Even eat I also need to guess

.........

 

Hmmm

Just because the corneas are injured

 

And yesterday was my lunar birthday too

Such special so I thought I can celebrate happily

But I was just lying on my bed whole day

Did nothing and without any celebration

Speechless LOL

 

Today is getting better

But still blur

At least I can blogging now

Although the words I can't see clearly haha

 

Thanks for the wishes and presents

And thanks for the early celebration

Still got somes I ffk

Next time sure will attend

 

 

 

 



 

So I'm officially 19 years old now

Opppss

 

Goodnight.

:)

想说

部落格真是一个有意思的地方

记录着你想说的话

Blogging mood is coming hoho

 

刚看了《星空》这部电影

我怎么到现在才注意到这部电影呢? lololol

 

特别喜欢这种有意思的电影

很感动

不是那种感动得眼泪稀里哗啦的

而是震撼心灵的那种

 

知道吗?

男主角竟然和我弟同岁

嗯.....

我弟如果也去演一部多好

哈哈哈哈哈哈

 

有一个想法藏在心里好久

就是一个是穷人欺骗你他是有钱人

另一个是有钱人欺骗你他是穷人

两个都是欺骗

可是女生总是会偏袒有钱的那个

是女生虚荣吗?

我不这样认为耶

 

因为啊

一个是什么都没有却说自己拥有

这是夸大

而另一个是拥有着却说没有

在我看来是低调耶

 

没有就没有啊

硬要说自己拥有

等谎言被拆开

不就是把屎往脸上丢吗?

 

没有就去赚

干嘛去欺骗、程强

程强也程强不起来

很没底的感觉

想想啊 女生都会这样子觉得吧

很没种

 

而有钱的说自己没钱

这不是很普遍的情况吗?

就像成绩好的说自己成绩其实也没那么好啦

漂亮的说自己长得还好

明白那个意思吗?

难道还要到处说自己是有钱人吗?

不怕被盯上? 呵呵

 

反正一个是有料一个是没料

没料的总是会被比下去啊 :P



Random

Oh yeah~

It's holiday now

 

Everyday enjoy the laziness at home

But...kinda boring

 

So fast

A year is past

After the sem break will be diploma year 2

Then I will meet those juniors

Like a year before how we started our college life

 

Over the year

I had learned many things

And thanks to those classmates and coursemates

For making my college life being so wonderful

Let us create more and more awesome memories before we finish our studies

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I just kept throwing the photos only haha

Photos tell everything

 

Thanks a lot

M1DHT7

 

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Midnight blogging with songs

Always da best haha

 

Goodbye year one

And also goodbye to some precious memories

I'll keep it in my heart

 

Is totally

Goodbye.

 

Haiz emo night

Emo like shit hahaha

 

Hungry again

It's my supper time XD

 

其实

执着的人不是愚蠢

而是不愿意轻易放弃.

 

Lost

Having a really bad mood

I also don't know why

Just unhappy

 

Thinking too much maybe

Suddenly those thoughts come

I also can't control

 

I'm lost

Don't know where should I supposed to be

 

Hate myself

Feeling not good enough

So wish to become better

The better me

 

But then

I don't know what I actually want

Scare to make a decision

 

Sometimes hope to find a person to talk to

But I find no ones

Because I don't know who I can find lol

And I can't express how I feel

 

Everyone is changed

So do I

 

Sometimes will think that

Not like me anymore

 

Care too much

and kill myself

 

Growing up is suffering

I miss my childhood

At least not that much need to care and worry

 

很复杂的情绪

真的不知道自己要的是什么

 

而想要的都得不到

不想要的接踵而来

 

I'm not complaining or what

Just feel so lifeless

 

好想要去改变什么

却不知道要改变什么

 

郁闷

还是郁闷

 

矛盾

不喜欢现在的自己

也不喜欢从前的自己

从来就没有喜欢过自己

 

完了

我要发疯了.